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Ceritanya udah belajar bahasa Rusia. Post kali ini akan ditulis dalam bahasa indonesia ya. Berhubung browser nya sedang error nggak tau kenapa jadi post kali ini akan dibuat dalam bentuk tulisan aja.  Kalau boleh jujur, sebenarnya saya nggak bisa menulis, tapi boleh belajar kan? :)

Tanggal 31 Juli beberapa waktu lalu kebetulan saya ulang tahun yang ke 20.  Udah mulai tua ya... hehehe.  Di umur yang udah kepala dua ini saya jadi lebih banyak mikirin masa depan.  Habis ini mau ngapain..target selanjutnya apa..dan banyak lagi.  Ada banyak ketakutan-ketakutan yang muncul di pikiran.  Tapi yang paling besar itu takut nggak bisa banggain orangtua.  Orangtua sudah berkorban begitu besar untuk kita, tapi apa yang bisa kita lakukan untuk mereka?

Kita bisa aja sekarang santai-santai, menikmati fasilitas yang orangtua berikan, tapi apa itu akan berlangsung lama? Seberapa lama?.  Kalo orang tua udah nggak ada, mau bergantung sama siapa?

Serius banget ya bahasannya hehehe.  Masalah ini sensitif banget buat saya.  Kalo udah ngomongin orangtua, airmata cepet banget netesnya.

Ketika melihat orang lain berhasil, itu menjadi motivasi bagi saya untuk lebih berusaha.  Banyak temen-temen yang beberapa tahun lalu masih belum menjadi siapa-siapa dan sekarang udah melanglang buana mengejar mimpi dan bahkan beberapa diantara mereka udah berhasil dengan mimpinya.  Mustahil? Nggak sama sekali.  Semua kembali ke pribadi masing-masing, apa yang mau kamu lakukan dengan kesempatan yang Allah berikan?.

Saya percaya, nggak ada salahnya bermimpi.  Tapi jangan lupa membuat target.  Target nya yang realistis ya J.  Diniatkan juga untuk lebih memantaskan diri dan membanggakan orangtua.  Selain target, harus ada usaha juga dong.  Usaha akan sebanding dengan hasil.

Target saya, tahun ini akan mampu berbicara bahasa internasional lain selain bahasa inggris.  Target kamu apa? :)

Summer Delight

Dear readers :)

This post is gonna be written in english. why? as i read comment from my sister Martina Cervenkova i realize that my reader can be from anywhere and they will not understand indonesian language right?.  A few days ago as usual there was a game in camp.  Our camp always make party at night and game in the evening, so the kids will never lack of activities.  At that time they played volley ball, and it was really really hot.  In russia usually cold, but that time was really really hot.  You can see in picture below there were some kids wearing towel on their head because they can't bear it anymore hahaha.  I was thinking how if they go to Indonesia which has a really really really hot weather compare to here? Sandra, a friend of mine, said that she could be bleeding from nose if she stay in a really really hot weather for an hour. So Indonesian people are really strong huh? :p

     In camp, me and Sandra have a lots of free time.  Our working hours are just from 10am - 1pm and 3 - 4pm.  But sometimes we get bored because we do not understand what others said in an event since they use russian language. So eventhough there are a lots of event here we can't understand anything.  We usually just walking around and playing with children, or........go to the playground.

      My students are really -really cute.  As you can see in picture below, they are stylish.  I haven't taken many pictures, but i am really sure that they are so stylish.  You have to see how my 13 - 16 years old students get dressed, they use heels, mini dress etc which sometimes i think it's too much for their age.  But yeah... it's cute.

Me, sandra, and our students.

     2 girls in picture above are my favourite girls.  They sometimes not attend my class (maybe lazy, yes i understand that -__-) but they're so nice to me and sandra from the beginning of our class.  Adelina (the right one) also can speak english pretty well (compare to other kids ) so she become my translator to other kids hahaha. 

Honestly, i am started to enjoy this camp.  Eventhough at the beginning i was homesick, cried, and miss Indonesia so much now i can say that i can do this.  I have to be tough, enjoy all the things here, and be open to everything.  I am sure that in the future i will miss this moment so much.

everything's gonna be ok at the end. Be brave, challenge yourself to do something you've never done before and see what happen next, you'll be developed :) - vinny

Well Then..

"Somehow life doesn't treat you well, sometimes people who was treated well by you not willing to do the same when you need them the most. That's just the time when you have to take a deep breath, forgive, and remember, you just can count on yourself."

My Turning Point

Last weekend i went to AIESEC Management Training, and the event was GREAT.  So many new things i learned, some sessions was so emotional.  I didn't take any pict there, but i had a super emotional session at last and got my letter from last year :')  almost all my friends there received a letter that they wrote on november last year.  When i read it, it was so emotional. Many members cried (including me :p). So...here it is :

Sunday, 13th November 2011

From: Me

To : Me (shabrina vianita)

Dear vinny, i'm in local conference AIESEC right now hehe..  you must be already 20 years right? how are you vinny? how's your college? remember, you can't dissapoint papa and mama right? they've worked so hard for you.  keep your spirit! I'm sure you've more mature, more responsible for yourself and people around you :) .  how's inniesta? is it still working? or you've mad your own online shop again? don't stop believing your dreams vin..  i know you can do it.  Dont be shy or down! show all the people that you can be the best in everything you do!.  How's dinta dini diska? or nanda melisa nisa dll? keep maintain your relationship with friends and your family.  Hm... how's your life-changing experience? it must be so exciting right? you're great!! i'm proud of you vin...really.  I really do.  You've had something that not all people can do.  And have you already choose a specific major? marketing/hrd/finance?  it must be something that you really love, but i suggest you to choose marketing haha.  Choose the best and love it like you love singing ok? loves it with your heard and you'll be success then.  I'm sure 1000%.  And how is AIESEC?  in which staff/manager are you?  i hope you still active and do some projects.  Be the best! ok? i'm the younger version of you will always love you. always.  no matter what.  You are great, more than you know, but you can't just give up.  You can be more than what you've achieved.  Keep your spirit on fire! Keep your relationship with anyone.  Be humble.  Be honest.

i'll always love you vinny.

-From the younger version of you_

That's the letter that i wrote on november, when i read it yesterday.. i just realized that not all things that we want can happen like we want it to be, but by keeping your spirit and believing in yourself, nothing is impossible.  Some wishes happen, some are not.  That's the beautiful side of life.  We'll never know where life gonna leads us to.  I've never be this brave, this open to everything, until i joined AIESEC.  People says "dont stop believing in your dreams", i will never give up to my dreams and i will make others to do the same.  By joining AIESEC and (hopefully) OGX team, i know it would be awesome if i become part of other's life-changing experience.  It's just a common thing if you're happy because of your effort, but  do something for others and become part of their happiness is beyond awesome.  That letter reminds me that whatever i do as long as it positive my younger version of me will always love me just the way i am. I also set "My Turning Point" as a tittle because i assume that this is my turning point to be a better person.  

Dear future, i'm ready!  :)

We are not young forever, kalo nggak sekarang kapan lagi??

Alive - a life

"We are not young forever"

Live life to the fullest... remember, you're not young forever.

Everybody has its own right to fulfill their life with happiness.