My Turning Point

Last weekend i went to AIESEC Management Training, and the event was GREAT.  So many new things i learned, some sessions was so emotional.  I didn't take any pict there, but i had a super emotional session at last and got my letter from last year :')  almost all my friends there received a letter that they wrote on november last year.  When i read it, it was so emotional. Many members cried (including me :p). So...here it is :

Sunday, 13th November 2011

From: Me

To : Me (shabrina vianita)

Dear vinny, i'm in local conference AIESEC right now hehe..  you must be already 20 years right? how are you vinny? how's your college? remember, you can't dissapoint papa and mama right? they've worked so hard for you.  keep your spirit! I'm sure you've more mature, more responsible for yourself and people around you :) .  how's inniesta? is it still working? or you've mad your own online shop again? don't stop believing your dreams vin..  i know you can do it.  Dont be shy or down! show all the people that you can be the best in everything you do!.  How's dinta dini diska? or nanda melisa nisa dll? keep maintain your relationship with friends and your family.  Hm... how's your life-changing experience? it must be so exciting right? you're great!! i'm proud of you vin...really.  I really do.  You've had something that not all people can do.  And have you already choose a specific major? marketing/hrd/finance?  it must be something that you really love, but i suggest you to choose marketing haha.  Choose the best and love it like you love singing ok? loves it with your heard and you'll be success then.  I'm sure 1000%.  And how is AIESEC?  in which staff/manager are you?  i hope you still active and do some projects.  Be the best! ok? i'm the younger version of you will always love you. always.  no matter what.  You are great, more than you know, but you can't just give up.  You can be more than what you've achieved.  Keep your spirit on fire! Keep your relationship with anyone.  Be humble.  Be honest.

i'll always love you vinny.

-From the younger version of you_

That's the letter that i wrote on november, when i read it yesterday.. i just realized that not all things that we want can happen like we want it to be, but by keeping your spirit and believing in yourself, nothing is impossible.  Some wishes happen, some are not.  That's the beautiful side of life.  We'll never know where life gonna leads us to.  I've never be this brave, this open to everything, until i joined AIESEC.  People says "dont stop believing in your dreams", i will never give up to my dreams and i will make others to do the same.  By joining AIESEC and (hopefully) OGX team, i know it would be awesome if i become part of other's life-changing experience.  It's just a common thing if you're happy because of your effort, but  do something for others and become part of their happiness is beyond awesome.  That letter reminds me that whatever i do as long as it positive my younger version of me will always love me just the way i am. I also set "My Turning Point" as a tittle because i assume that this is my turning point to be a better person.  

Dear future, i'm ready!  :)

We are not young forever, kalo nggak sekarang kapan lagi??